Does feelings really fade?

Alright, once again I'm here to tell you another story of the day. So yun nga, natapos na naman ang isang shift ko sa work. Medyo okay naman ang mga calls, wala naman masyadong hassle. And nangyari nga ang inaasahan kong mangyari,

Isn't it last night I told you guys that I'm going to do what should I have to do, or let me say, do what I know that I should do. And that's to stay away from her.

No I mean not really stay away from her, but something like move one step backward? Gets m yun... Yung tipong iwas muna, or something like, wag munang mag text, miss-call yung mga tipong ginagawa ko mula ng maramdaman ko ang nararamdaman ko sakanya.

Alright so I did that earlier, and yea I succeeded. However, this is the thing. Nag-kita kame, on the floor and yea. Yung effort na ginawa ko kaninang umaga, nawala lahat. Dahil nga sa nakita ko siya, so yung feelings parang bumalik lang. We tease, tell some jokes. Yung normal na ginagawa dati.

She even throw jokes about the videos that I'm posting to our Facebook groups, and she asked, para kanino mga yun at sino daw ba pinapatamaan ko sa mga videos na yun. I just laugh, well of course halata naman na para sakaniya yon diba. Talking about the videos like, "Kung malaya lang ako, Sana maulit muli, Sad to belong." mga tipong ganon hahahah!

She even invited us to have a yosi break with my colleague, however we just came in from break. Sayang nga e, nahihiya lang ako sa kasama ko kung hindi sumama na ako ng hindi na kailangan mag dalawang isip pa e.

So there, as of now siguro ipag papatuloy ko nalang ulit ang ginagawa ko. Well of course there's no hard feelings on my side, I mean, hindi ako galit sakaniya or something. I just want to move on because I know that we really can't be together.

I respect her of course, ayaw ko naman na ligawan siya knowing na may girlfriend ako. And she knew that I have a girlfriend so parang harapang pang loloko yun sakanya if ever na i-try kong ligawan siya.

I think that will be it for now, medyo na papa kanta na ako e.


"We can't play this game anymore, but can we still be friends?"

So yun tinamaan na ata ng antok. So there, see you guys later tonight alright?

Buh-Bye. Keep reading my blogs.

God bless you all.